Life

So much happening, its really cool. Life is finally turning on the upside. I feel like, even though I had to give up a few things, that perhaps were the most important to me. I don't think I've ever done something so hard ever. God has richly blessed me and will always see me through, especially when it is for him whom I suffer. I love God with my whole heart, and have dedicated my entire life to serving Him, and His Kingdom.
I've been so stressed and tired lately, overexhaustion and whatnot. Anyways, tonight was great. We had a massive halo lan party. Actually to be honest, it's still going on, I just got bored with it. Videogames are one of the many things I have given up and put in the past, simply because they are not very productive, and I don't learn much from them.
Don't get me wrong, I had an absolute blast playing vs 10 other guys for the first 3-4 hours, but after a while, it just gets old, finding myself in the same scenario, over and over again. Yeah, we got the entire treehouse cleaned too, it's like spotless now. Most of the guys are still playing halo in the den right now, It might be hard to get to sleep, but..I suppose that I even find the sound comforting, since I haven't heard it in such a long time. weird huh?
Well life in FTC is going good, and things are looking in proper order for a change. I never expected the difficulty and the hurdles I would have to overcome here, but I love it so much, if circumstances would allow, I would stay for another 2 years, however, I know it is not for me to decide, and I know that it isn't my place, nor calling, for the moment at least. Kind of hard to explain. The one thing I can really brag about in FTC, is how much it is strengthening my walk with God, and that's really all that matters right. It's also bringing to life many of the worldy talents that I have.
Anyways, Goodnight and farewell, I'm going to bed now. Long deserved rest.
woot!