Thursday, October 12, 2006

Homesick

I've been in FTC for over a month and a half now. It all blends in together, and its hard to tell everything apart. We have been serving alongside the staff since the very beginning. We all have our jobs and duties there. I've never been so busy in my life, and I haven't had a chance to catch my breath. I scarce have seen my own mother.

Aside from the everyday business, life is going well, and God is teaching me so many new things, its amazing. His hand is upon my character, and new things are constantly being pointed out to me. It's simply amazing, and attitude is everything.

Seeing some of the things from my past life, and the way things used to be, when I was a kid, really come back to me now, and I am flooded with memories, and a burning desire for things to return. At the same time, I know it is impossible, and I wouldn't take back all of the things I have learned along the way, or all of the people I have met. Who I was before, wouldn't be liked very much by my friends now, I was a completely different person. It's just crazy to look at the change that has happened inside of me.